Stolen e-mail.

I think someone had access to my e-mail account. I saw a lot of recover lost password mails in my inbox that I haven't asked for. The most recent was from yesterday. I also saw that this dude lives in Norway after tracking his IP- number. He has an account on a sportinbet site and I hope he has a lot of money in it because I just terminated the account. I also changed all passwords that are associated with my e-mail adress. Stupid of him that he didn't delete these mails or I would never have realised what was going on.

I'm back!

Finaly a good session, after 3 hours I managed to get my hands on 7 stacks on 20nl €. It feels so great to be hitting again, I had some outdraws against me but it was not much to be upset over. It felt like people was giving me money, they played very bad and I'm happy they did.

Still the same.....

6 hours of constant playing and I'm down 1.5 stacks today. It's so sick, I keep getting pounded by fish all the time. They call me down when I 3bet almost every time and I miss pretty much every time. I just couldn't win enough hands to be up today. I'm more and more frustrated and I think that my game suffers from this. Will try to reevaluate my game tomorrow.

It continues!!

Had my first 4 hour session in a long time, mostly because a friend that I haven't heard of for some time was playing at the same table as I did. It made it so much more fun to chat and play. The sad part is that my beats continued, I lost 4 fullstacks all-in when I was 80-90% ahead in a row. That felt like a stab in the back, my head wanted to explode. My whole session I was up and down, up and down and finaly after 4 freaking hours! I could end my session with 12€+. Now I'm hungry and a little dizzy from all the emotions, and of course exhausted from playing 4 hours straight.
Time to let my brain rest for a while and then I will fire up one more session for today.

I would put up the bad beat hands but that's no fun to look. I will try to post some interesting hands in the future that need some deeper thoughts put into them.

Bad day for poker!

Had my worst session in a long time today. I fired up 10 tables at 11 am and felt so reluctant to playing. But I thought, ehh what the heck, maybe I will be more up for it when I get my mojo flowing. I should have listened to my inner feeling. The first thing that happened was that my bad beats continued and after 20 minutes or so I went on minor tilt and lost two stacks in two hands, that I played somewhat bad versus a player that is a little loose. I was so angry after my session that I decided the best thing for me is to not play anymore poker today. Tilt is a funny thing and it sneaks up on you so fast that if your not aware of this, you will loose a lot of money very fast without even knowing what happened. I played a total of 40 minutes today just because I can't trust my own mind?!

Thank you for the bad beats.

Today was a bad day for poker. It went up and down all the time, very frustrating.
I lost more hands than I should, being over 80% ahead. Fortunaly I only lost 2.5 buyins on 20nl so it didn't hurt to much. It's very hard to put in hours days like these just because of the frustrating beats pouring in all the time. I will try to shake it off and hope for better results tomorrow.

I also went to the gym today and it felt good physically and mentally. I felt refreshed and more happy and I could shake of my bad session I had in the morning.

A little update.

As you all have noticed my blog needs an update, so here it is.
I have been to lazy to write anything just because I have been focusing more on putting my hours in and improving my game. I will try to blog atleast once a week but hopefully more than that!

This month is going pretty good so far, I'm a little behind on schedule but will try to do some hardcore grinding until the end of this month. I'm running at a good winrate right now somewhere around 9 big blinds per 100 hands (9bb/100). I have problems with Holdemmanager right now because it missed some hands this month so I can't see exactly how I'm running but that is not a big issue. I keep track of every session manually so it's all good.

I put up a post on a swedish poker forum two days ago to see if I could find someone that is more active in the poker scene here in Trollhättan. Luckily there was a dude that replied and we chatted an hour or so today, seems to be a great guy and I look forward to meeting him. I have such an urge to play more live games, it gets so boring just sitting infront of the computer all day.